Loneliness

All this loneliness, and all this space surround me and carved deep into my heart...
All of this haterd and reconciliation.Everything that i've left and hurt.Everything that i locked deep inside me, all this loneliness is hurting me, and take my breath away from me...
Many days and nights i spent with concern inside my heart.
Every time you're away my heart is restless and i can't get myself to forget you even for a second..
And a day without you is like a year without hope.
I want to spend all the time i have with you,because you're important for me, because you are the one that keeps me breathing until this last second.
Everyday without you is a struggle.
When I am far from you, everyday is like a never ending story.
Everyday i'm hurt and lonely... but maybe this is how that supposed to be, because this is not for me, it's for you.
Anything seems hopeless and went gray, but still i can go on
Sometimes, there is the time when i just want to cry and shout to blow everything inside my heart away
And i can finally forget about you and you can forget me too because i finally realize being with me, hurt you, and i don't want you to be sad. And so, i know the choice for me is to forget about you and let you away...
I know it will be hard for me but i will, i have to, i must let you go..