"You are a grace of my life.. so tender, so undeserved.."
This song remind me of the very biggest grace that He gives me for this past (almost) 20 years.
He (Re: Jesus) became a grace of my life since i was in my mom's womb. He has been thinking about me before He created the world. He was made me look alike as Himself. He has provided me with anything I need in a right time with His permission. He was adopted me as His own daughter. He has given me chances to be a better woman every time I did him wrong. He was introduced me what the love is and who the love is. He was the first person that made me feel so in love and how to be loved by Him.
This grace means a lot for me. He just made me feel so grateful day by day. By living in His words, he shaped me to be more like Him. Day by day I realize that I've been fall down so many times and He still shown His favor in my life. He fulfill my heart with His love and look, my life become wonderful everyday. Really, every time I see His love, as the same time I realized that I so undeserved. How can I deserve a very sincere love and unconditional love? Surely, I never imagine the greatness of His love in my life.
During this time of circumstances, He also give me you, as a grace of my life. He gave me you to share the love with. The love of God that He placed in my heart made me able to love you. His love made me know how to love you as He has first loved me. I may had a difficulties with how to share the love with you but He still gave me a way to solve that problem. Once I was thinking that I will stop loving you, but His love reminds me that "love don't want to know how bad or good the person is but love is made to be shared".
I do believe that He placed his love into your heart to made you able to love me. He succeed fulfill your heart and also my heart too so both of us know how to love one another.
I just can say thanks for the very super and awesome Grace that He given into my life. A grace that never end, and a grace that never be replace with anything else in this messy world. For the grace called you, i've been thanked for.
